So, as I am typing down what I am typing right now(LOL), I am feeling oh so very unproductive right now... Well, at least unproductive physically. I've started my internship and currently on my 4th day right now and if anyone in the office catches me actually blogging, I guess I'm sort of screwed or something. Everyone here is so..... Corporate. Oh well, maybe I haven't been exposed to corporate world before that's why.
Oh yeah! I'm currently interning in a corporate company, and yes, being a Creative and Arts student, why am I in corporate? Well, coz I can't drive, and my sister works here. So that explains.
I've been feeling very afraid and demotivated by the culture in office, or as I call it, FIT GIRL'S HELLL. All everyone does is just sit, reply emails, sit, data entry, sit, sit, sit and more sit. It's only the 4th day and I'm already struggling not to stab myself with a pen, what more for another 3 freaking months?! ps: it's 8-6 kinda job ):
Now, my main concern is how to NOT get fat and less fit while working in the office. The culture here is just, well, everyone sits, and if colleagues happens to come back from vacation, SINFUL TREATS WILL BE DISTRIBUTED, then you fat die. How can I survive??
But everyday I kept telling myself, "Marissa, don't be pessimistic. You can do this! It's not over! Your goal is still there, the journey's merely just lengthen.". Then I remembered the bible verse, Phil 4:13 "I can do all thing through Him who gives me strength" , and I feel so much relief. I know I can do this! This might be just me, STILL motivating myself, but at least for now I know that it's not impossible because I know it's possible because in Him i can do this, and because He believe i can. Adding some time management and sacrifices, then it'll be perfect.
Be loyal to yourself.
So with me motivating myself every single second while I'm working, I get to plan more workouts and my meals when I get home also meals to prepare for the next day.
What I plan to do every working day:
- change and RUN
- lift
That's all, simple as that. I can do this. YESSS!!
Healthy & Happy

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